Work in Progress, “Take Me Home”

Take Me Home by spickeringlr

Like I said, I’ll just start posting things here, even when they are not finished. It seems I need to the motivation of getting it out there to do any real work on these tracks. I know that lack of patience and need are the Ego factor, but so be it for now. I’ve been really frustrated with this track. Still am. But I do think it has gotten better with each step, although I hate the fact that the process has been frustrating. I think I’ll work on putting out an EP, this and four other tracks. I’ve got plenty of material for 20 double albums, but I get so perfectionist with producing, it takes me forever and like I said, it becomes frustrating when the sound in your head isn’t able to realized in the recording. But I think I need to start playing these songs live. Let them breath and get some life. Then I think the natural arrangements will come more freely instead of having to “force” it. Take the songs I’ve written lately, learn them by heart, play and sing them emotionally, live, and I think I can move the ball forward. Oh, if you happen to like this track :-), you can download it by clicking that little down arrow on the right side of the player.

Please, by all means, give me feedback. Much appreciated!!!

“Take Me Home”

Take me home
Take me on
I’m better than I used to be
I’m better than I used to be

Now love’s gone wrong
And I’m out on my own
I’m older than I used to be
I’m colder than I used to be

But I’m not that same kid
Who ruined your game you did
And I know it’s hard
To be on your own

Laughter’s cry
That same goodbye
We don’t want it ‘till we have it made
We don’t own it ‘till it’s been to late

Summer’s dawn
Walk the streets of this town
I like it when its cold outside
I like it when there’s room to hide

But I’m not the same kid
Who ruined your game you did
I want to be in another
Womb that’s like the mother
And you know it’s hard to be alone

(Repeat first verse)

Fim.

Thoughts on Music, Social Media, and a New Song, “The Night Was You”

Man, I hate producing, even with the beautiful, large screen Apple Garageband interface. I hate editing. I want to do everything in one take. And plus, even if I were a good producer, it’s frustrating separating your brain from creating to objectively producing. Producing is an art in itself. You almost need someone else, even if they weren’t the greatest producer in the world, to take the material you’ve recorded and objectively put it together.

I have so many songs. But it seems it takes me weeks to produce just one. Oh well, whine, whine, whine! I’ll continue to do it. Because it satisfying listening on your ipod or CD to something that sounds almost as good as a professional studio recording. And these days, with a computer, especially a Mac, anyone can do it. That’s a great leap forward for creativity. I’m working on one now called “Take Me Home.” It’s almost done. Well, is it ever done? But anyway I’ll post it when it is.

But in the meantime, I sort of like just sitting with my guitar and playing “raw” into the computer into something like this, “Cinch” There’s something fun and satisfying about just being raw and playing and singing at the same time, spontaneously. Plus it gets the material out there and gets the ball rolling for the subconscious mind to start working on a more professional production. It’s all good. The live playing and then the more “slick” studio recording really feed into each other. So it all eventually comes together.

I need to stop being so uptight about the blog. Blog’s are meant to be “farm” clubs anyway for your more finished product. I just need to post my raw stuff and not worry about it being “perfect.” People engage with “real” anyway. I think my reticence it that my blog is my front facing web page. I’ll probably build a static front facing web page that features my finished work, and then make the blog a link on that where my more “raw,” spontaneous stuff gets posted. That’s kind of what blogs are meant for anyway.

“The Night Was You”

It’s nice
Oh lord
Please forgive me
For this World

They don’t
Understand
They’re sayin’ things
It’s part of their plan

And at night
To sunrise
they left you
In disguise

I want out
I want in
Want good things
To begin

Chorus:
And the night
Was filled with star-
Light (It was you)

And denial
Can’t be the part
Of life you want come true
You want come true.

Dismayed
At this World
So unhappy
When it turns

And you know
When you die
They put up buildings
To the sky

They got out
We went in
But they ain’t saying what’s
About to begin

It’s too late
It’s too long
All we got dear
Is this song

Verse: G-Em7-C-Am7-D7

Chorus: C-G-D/F#-C